what is the longest relationship we have in the world? and it won’t ever change. to me, it’s kinship. the love between parents and children. the love between brothers and sisters. but don’t get it wrong. i’m not saying we ONLY have this in the world.

i had my lovers. i think we loved each other then. but did we? a strong love won’t collapse like bricks. a strong relationship will always stand there as lighthouses. no matter what happens, it’ll always be there and guide you. but i guess sometimes we are just no luck. the one, who you think you love, betray you. he also loves the other one. please don’t buy it, if some say i love you forever. nothing is forever. and also don’t buy the other sentence, i like you. sometimes, it means i want to have a sex with you. to me, love just can be changed between a couple.

how about friendship? well, i would say it’s better than the relation above. it’s easy hanging out with friends. you’ll worry less than you worry with your lovers. but can friends always be our friends? no, they can’t. they would be your enemy whenever they think “it’s the time.”

i don’t think i am a perfect good person but i’m not bad either. but sometimes, i just can have some “nice shooty things” happened on me. am i lucky or…

anyways, i appreciate that i have a wonderful family who always supports me. and also, i appreciate that i still have good friends who join parts of my life.